i don't need a crown to be a princess.. it comes naturally :P

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

17 March 2006
7:26:00 PM

17

today is the 17th of march.. its supposed to be a happy day.. it started out happy.. but then.. biglang nawala.. i spent most of today with maan, pats and quibabs :) don't get me wrong.. i adore those girls :) but i can't help but think about how happier my day would be if he was with me.. i don't understand.. i really don't.. why are we being kept apart? how come i was given false hope? akala ko tlga i'd be able to spend the day with him.. we don't even have to go out.. we could stay at home and talk.. just be together.. my parents are also wondering why he didn't go..

they say that if there's a will, there's a way.. so why is this clichÉ suddenly not applicable? :( i know he wanted to go.. im xur of that.. what i dont get is why god didnt provide us the means to be with each other.. ang labo..

i feel so down.. nothing seems to be able to cheer me up.. imagine, for the first time in my life, i finished all 3 stages of time crisis 2 alone 0_o i was the only one playing.. if i did that on another day, i'd probably leap for joy haha but noooooo.. i was thinking "yay for me..." and that was that.. i would like to thank whoever created "she's the man".. that movie SO made me laugh :D duke is hot haha sharing.. pats had an "experience" hahaha funny :) we had our pics taken.. actually parang yan lang ung nangyari.. labo :P oh well.. tomorrow is another day.. sana wag boring 0_o

oh.. im not mad.. im just.. disappointed.. i feel as though a lot of bad things have been happening to me lately.. im at the bottom of the wheel right now.. hopefully i'll live through this..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*