i don't need a crown to be a princess.. it comes naturally :P

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

22 October 2005
10:23:00 AM

lapit na gym pre!

woah.. grabe this week! haha last weekend, todo shopping spree ;) nbigay na ung exam results haha yay! i got the highest in all the subjs except pinoi :P haha *ego = inflating* yikes! haha thats 7 out of 8 exams.. kewlness B) heehee

puro practice for the gym pre.. nkakapagod! pero in fairness ha.. tapos na kami! yay! so next week, puro "polishing" nlng haha :D im sooper happy haha nhahappy nanaman ako :P despite the sore throat, colds, headache, bruise, bump on the head and slight fever, im doing great! haha all thanks to the gym pre :P bwahaha wla lang haha ano ba yan.. ang bangag ko nanaman..

we're still practicing our dance for the bandfest :) ang kewl tlga.. haha monday daw ulit practice.. weeeeee :) i love this week.. i've been talking to my prince almost everyday :D yay haha *sings: love love love love love love love makes the world go round* cute tlga ni bubbles hahaha

yesterday, lumabas kami ni pie, karol and vane.. yellowcab tapos starbucks :) naka2happy haha labo.. im excited for later haha wonder why :P *cough cough* grabe nice noh? first time ata na morning ako nagblog haha weeeee.. im hungry :P haven't had breakfast yet heehee o well.. i miss a lot of people!!! haha

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

13 October 2005
5:31:00 PM

hell week is so over!!! :D

whew.. natapos din sa wakas ang aming paghihirap! :P haha tues, geom and english.. my fave subjs haha i loved the geom exam :P if you can believe that.. haha english sucked :( 13 pages pare!!! torture T_T hay.. that afternoon, i went to quibabs' house.. nauna ako e.. kumain kc sa labas ung kada.. so i was aimlessly walking along kanlaon for like, i dunno, 20 mins?? haha stayed there from 1:30 to 5.. yikes! haha i taught chem :P feeling teacher!!! hahaha aliw nga e.. kc we had a mini whiteboard ;) hiyes! haha pag uwi ko, i swear, i was sleepy na tlga! haha tpos wla na ko boses 0_o yikes! haha i studied chem ulit tapos talasalitaan ng pinoi selections :D bagay pag di ko tlga binuklat ung noli ko?? haha miraculously, the next day, mdali lng chem and fil :D love it! haha when i got home, i was so not in the mood to study.. kaya aun.. nood muna ng dvd ni quibabs :P haha tpos hang out lang sa room until mga 5? then mara and i raided the kitchen ;) heehee cguro mga 9 na ko nagstart magreview!! haha tamad tlga ko..

cguro mga 8 palang inaantok na ko.. garr.. labo-ation! :P i ended up reviewing rel for an hour and socsci for half an hour 0_o yay.. i slept a bit earlier than usual :)

today, we had the 2 exams.. magkasunod! T_T weeee.. wla man lang study period in between! tsk2.. after recess, we had the mass.. :) dami nanamang pauso ng stc haha aliw :P we got dismissed mga 12:30 na.. gmick day today! haha pumunta kami sa kfc :) we relived the "barubal days" haha i miss kada kalog!!! :D mga 2 kami natapos maglunch haha quibabs and i went to ichizen.. sinundo namin c maan, trisha at bianx :) then we went to starbucks.. too bad di na nakasama c trisha :( aww.. o well.. bangag kami sa starbucks! haha as in sobra!! haha lakas ng topak namin kanina ;) name ko sa mocha frap: princess! haha c bianx: prettyness! nice noh? :P haha c maan nakakatawa e.. binura ung name nya sa cup.. naging moon! haha labo.. bsta un.. comedy :P

we went to heights na.. pic!!! haha yikes :P aliw.. kahit 4 lang kami.. haha bonding pa rin sa stc.. 3 na nga lang kami kasi pumunta na c quibabs sa house nila ishi.. uy ii2, kung binabasa nyo toh, sowee tlga di na ko nakasunod :( paalam ko kasi hanggang 4 lang.. sowee!! bawi ako next time :)

im excited for tom :D no classes kasi.. gb gmick! haha galle here we come ;) haha oh yeah!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

09 October 2005
8:45:00 PM

corpse bride..

woke up at 8.. haha wow.. i actually woke up! :P we had aikido.. wala lang.. review for the exams next next sunday :D this is gonna sound sooper wyrd.. pero meron akong aikidomate na sooper bango :P hahaha as in! he's soooo mbango!! :P hahahaha i cant stop wondering what perfume he's wearing :P its so light and just.. wow haha labo.. bsta.. naeexcite tuloy ako mag aikido dahil sa ~~kanya~~ pabango niya :P major labo-ation! once ko palang xa naging partner sa exercises ni sensei.. sana lagi ko xang partner!!! ang bango2 kasi hahahahah labo.. ano b yan.. nbabangag ako :P

after aikido, we attended mass.. then we went to shang :D we ate at my fave resto! trattoria!!! haha we ate my fave too :P i wont tell nlng haha then we went around a bit.. tapos we watched corpse bride.. then we went around some more.. tpos aun.. we went home na :)

gmick daw kami sa 22.. louie, marie, me and the other sep people.. :) sana matuloy.. i really miss my dearest and my dudders :D

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

08 October 2005
6:26:00 PM

dead bored!

went to rockwell last night :) i finally got my fone fixed! haha i got the staind cd i've always wanted :D then i got gurly thingies :P ahem hahaha we ate at mongkok :9 oh yeah! hahaha im loving their noodle soup thing :P we left at qtr past 11.. we got home at 2am!!! 0_o oh.my.gosh. traffic!!! it was raining sooper hard kc.. tpos areas were flooded.. *grumble grumble* o well.. i fell asleep in the car haha woke up at 1 sumthing.. tss..

today is a boring day.. i feel pampered though haha i've never felt so pretty :P mwahaha i took a long warm bath followed by a salt scrub and body oil.. feels gooood ;) too bad we're not going out today.. tom nlng daw.. o well.. i so wanna go out!! hahaha i ended up not watching my bro.. puyat e.. garr-ness :( i wanted to watch p nman.. tsk3..

my plans for next week have not been decided yet.. i think sa thursday bonding with bianx, maan, trisha, quibabs, jayann, lou and pats :) ewan ko lang.. sana marami pang sumama para mas masaya :D tapos friday ata with raiza and the others.. :) sana matuloy! tapos satrday.. ewan ko lang.. :( aww..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

07 October 2005
5:57:00 PM

2 down, 6 to go! haha

i can't believe it haha i can actually say i did great in our 2 exams today! :D the indentification part of the tle exam confused me though.. thank god mrs dultra focused on essays and the like *whew!* it was a blur haha ang bilis ng oras pare! :P parang, i just put down my pen and bam! bell na! 0_o ohokay.... after that, algeb kagad.. walang study period in between.. tsk3.. pero i love the algeb exam hahaha i checked on my equations :) so, yeah.. im happy :P

you'd think after the torture we'd get dismissed to rest.. but oh no.. no no no.. we had to get dismissed like it was some fricking normal day 0_o the juniors were the only ones who had the exams kasi.. so aun.. *sigh* we had socsci after lunch.. it's a miracle! haha roxy and i managed to pass our proj! B) kewlness haha then we had the amazing race! asteeg!! chem review thingy :P we literally ran around different parts of the campus! hahaha fun fun fun :P although it was extremely tiring haha after that, religion :) bday ni ms tsaby! or should i say, mommy rosa ;) mwahaha ako pasimuno nyan hehe may topak kc ako nun e.. brought about by the adrenaline rush of the amazing race :P we spent the time having a quiz bee haha kagroup ko si sister steph ;) opyo! hahaha ano b yan.. im so labo again :P

we're about to go out :) dunno where we're going.. somewhere in makati.. rockwell, gb or glorietta.. tom sama ako kay nonoy :D im gonna watch him play soccer!!! kewlness! B) and if i like it, i'll join them haha i can already imagine my lil bro ;) haha cute! excited na ko haha pero im not excited about waking up early 0_o 7:30 ung soccer nya.. come on.. that's in greenhills pa.. tss.. bkit kasi ang layo ng xavier?? o wel.. hope we have fun :D

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

04 October 2005
8:36:00 PM

all better :)

yay! haha things are sorta-kinda-mejo-ish normal :P its not totally normal cuz my fone is fricking busted 0_o nice! just nice.. *pouts* the exams are coming up.. whoopdeedoo.. 0_o

i slept at 12:30 ~~last night~~ kanina cuz of that socsci proj 0_o i made the creative presentation thingy.. then madaling araw, i was almost late for school cuz i made the computerized part of the proj! but here comes the sad part, hindi kinuha ngaun T_T waaaaah.. im so fricking frustrated right now.. thanks a LOT for not collecting the project i slaved over 0_o

today pala mastery tests namin.. i didn't have time to study.. tss.. it went fine i guess.. except for pinoi.. talasalitaan ba nman.. haay.. there were some happy things that happened today too (thank god!) we're done discussing noli!!! :D yay!!! what else? we had no pe haha ginawang free period :P tapos kanina presentation namin sa music! haha comedy ito :P wala lang..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

01 October 2005
10:06:00 PM

weak...

how can i still breathe? can someone just please end my life now? end my misery.. end this pain.... ;(

knowing that you've given up shatters my heart.. i gave it to you to keep.. i entrusted it to you.. and now you've ripped it into tiny bits and pieces :( i kept trying to reach you.. but its no use.. you push me away.. i have to wonder if any of it was real.. you're still the prince of my kingdom.. you still own my heart.. am i still your princess? have you decided to end this fairytale? ;(

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

blank..

i feel blank today.. its another one of those blah days.. a lot has been happening.. and when i say a lot, i mean A LOT..

last saturday was great :) i dont think i need to expound on that.. haha much thanks to joey and gino for being super :P

monday was our interaction :) fun fun fun haha met new friends.. super saya kasama ng mga claretian :) ang daming comedy moments hahaha

tuesday until friday.. wow.. i cant believe i survived that 0_o hell week! puro quiz, longtests and projs.. Unbearable with a capital U! garrness.. *sigh*

friday night.. hmm..... i've been thinking about it all day.. the things we said.. the way i felt.. it keeps replaying in my head.. i have never felt so.. hurt.. but that's not all i felt.. there was guilt.. and now.. i still dont know if i should speak..

marie is at the concert.. i wish i got allowed to go.. i need to get out.. i need to do something to keep my mind off things.. louie's in subic.. wish we were all together..

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*