i don't need a crown to be a princess.. it comes naturally :P

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

23 September 2005
8:50:00 PM

garr week! :(

why have i been missing from blogsville? oh yeah.. it's cuz of our way WAY hectic sched.. garr-ness tlga.. all i could see on the quiz chart was pink : yes.. those little squares have been filled to the brim with letters Q, LQ and A 0_o the past week has been so stressful that i barely have time for sleep.. wah.. puyat :( forgive me for being a complainer today.. it's just that.. you would too if you were in my place.. come on.. tuesday nadapa ako nung pe.. i hav 4 bruises and 1 pasa that's as long as my pointer finger.. it's healing but.. well.. it's really painful.. tapos thursday i find a sty in my right eye.. it got a bit red and swollen.. buti nlng my mom made me put medicine on it :) yay! now it's barely visible.. tapos today mejo lang naman paos ako.. my throat hurts and i have colds.. san ka pa?! all that in one week! *pauses to breathe deeply*

today was great :D i love this day haha during english class, ms jose and i had a talk.. it was so.. i duno.. im at a loss for words.. basta i loved our conversation :) god i love english haha tapos geom.. we had a longquiz.. di maxado nkapag aral cuz jayann borrowed my ntbk.. ok lang nman.. i think i got most of em right.. :) pinoi was spent discussing more about noli.. ang funny sobra haha :D chem naman we had to do something about t-stat.. err.. nvmind haha im feeling very weird right about now.. probably cuz i just woke up from my nap ;)

it's 9pm and im sleepy ulit haha wyrd.. tom is gonna be a G-R-E-A-T day :D wonder why *acts clueless* hahaha i haven't decided what to wear yet.. hmmmm :) tom na nga lang.. onga pala.. mommy and i had talk kanina.. it got me thinking of a lot of things.. actually i got disoriented.. haay.. but then all will be cleared tom :) tomorrow! haha it's gonna be perfect :)

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

14 September 2005
6:18:00 PM

one of these days..

i haven't been in a blogging sort of mood for the past who-knows-how-many days.. i dunno why.. so here are a "few" random thoughts..

ever get the feeling that something's missing in your life? i mean, no complaints here.. im content with what i have.. but sometimes i look out my window and wonder what the world has in store for me.. somewhere there.. somewhere beyond what i can see.. lies something more..

i am absolutely against abortion.. today at school, we had a forum on human sexuality.. the speaker definitely caught my attention.. she spoke with such confidence and conviction that i, unknowingly, was really [and i mean REALLY] listening to what she was saying.. she talked about unfortunate girls around my age who were mothers before they reached college.. there was even a girl who was only 12 [yes.. 12!] when she got pregnant.. that means she became a mommy at 13.. it made me think of myself when i was 13.. i wasn't serious yet.. i was still playing with my friends for crying out loud! i considered myself a child, not an adolescent.. innocence was practically stamped on my forehead 0_o another girl had 3 abortions.. where the hell did her conscience go?? pray tell.. we watched a documentary on abortion.. yes.. they displayed numerous gruesome images of fetuses.. there was no narration.. just music.. and it really pains me to see these innocent souls being deprived their right to live.. it's so unjust :( these babies could grow up to be future leaders.. they could make a difference in this convoluted world..

i feel like there's so many things i should improve on.. i want to do so many things too.. but come to think of it, i don't have the time.. i want to accomplish so much.. here's a list of stuff i wanna do.. i know.. it's not like you care :P but here goes anyway :)

learn a foreign language - i've been wanting to for the longest time!! haha i guess mandarin would be the most sensible to learn.. my brother and cousins are learning it.. so i guess i should too.. but then again.. i want to learn something which doesn't involve characters haha like french maybe? or spanish? :) spanish would allow me to converse with tito ramon :D kewlness haha
bake cookies from scratch :)
continue playing the drums and rock at it ;)
play soccer! haha and badminton
be more sensitive and more focused
make people happy :)

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

09 September 2005
7:42:00 PM

card day ;)

im definitely pleased with my grades this quarter :D pleased would be an understatement haha im beyond happy! :D my grades have never been better! my class adviser said a lot of nice stuff to my tita kanina :) yay! haha im sure mom's gonna be so happy :D haha first time sa highschool na OS ako ng first quarter :D and first time na ang lowest ko ay 89 :D weeeeee

kewlness! hahaha oh my josh :P hahaha grabe naaaliw ako :) nakita ko na ulit si dianne bangag! after 10935239478515 YEARS hahahaha "vumisit" xa kanina :P grabe i miss her na! haha wala na.. bangag nanaman ako.. woosh :P

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

07 September 2005
8:45:00 PM

Blur

Stuck in this world of mine
I am confusions captive
Petrified and blinded
Knowing not what must be done

Powerless to break free
I lament my fragility
Holding on to something so unsure
Afraid to fall, afraid to wither

Enclosed by darkness
I break into tears
Gazing at the moon
I hope once more

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*