i don't need a crown to be a princess.. it comes naturally :P

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

14 September 2005
6:18:00 PM

one of these days..

i haven't been in a blogging sort of mood for the past who-knows-how-many days.. i dunno why.. so here are a "few" random thoughts..

ever get the feeling that something's missing in your life? i mean, no complaints here.. im content with what i have.. but sometimes i look out my window and wonder what the world has in store for me.. somewhere there.. somewhere beyond what i can see.. lies something more..

i am absolutely against abortion.. today at school, we had a forum on human sexuality.. the speaker definitely caught my attention.. she spoke with such confidence and conviction that i, unknowingly, was really [and i mean REALLY] listening to what she was saying.. she talked about unfortunate girls around my age who were mothers before they reached college.. there was even a girl who was only 12 [yes.. 12!] when she got pregnant.. that means she became a mommy at 13.. it made me think of myself when i was 13.. i wasn't serious yet.. i was still playing with my friends for crying out loud! i considered myself a child, not an adolescent.. innocence was practically stamped on my forehead 0_o another girl had 3 abortions.. where the hell did her conscience go?? pray tell.. we watched a documentary on abortion.. yes.. they displayed numerous gruesome images of fetuses.. there was no narration.. just music.. and it really pains me to see these innocent souls being deprived their right to live.. it's so unjust :( these babies could grow up to be future leaders.. they could make a difference in this convoluted world..

i feel like there's so many things i should improve on.. i want to do so many things too.. but come to think of it, i don't have the time.. i want to accomplish so much.. here's a list of stuff i wanna do.. i know.. it's not like you care :P but here goes anyway :)

learn a foreign language - i've been wanting to for the longest time!! haha i guess mandarin would be the most sensible to learn.. my brother and cousins are learning it.. so i guess i should too.. but then again.. i want to learn something which doesn't involve characters haha like french maybe? or spanish? :) spanish would allow me to converse with tito ramon :D kewlness haha
bake cookies from scratch :)
continue playing the drums and rock at it ;)
play soccer! haha and badminton
be more sensitive and more focused
make people happy :)

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*