i don't need a crown to be a princess.. it comes naturally :P

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

24 August 2005
6:41:00 PM

fieldtrip?? haha sort of :P

the whole school had a break from classes hahaha we all trooped to the CCP and GSIS :) we left stc at around 7:50am.. it was an hour long trip.. saya sa bus! haha umagang umaga foodtrip kagad! :P my tummy is filled with junkfood right now haha guilty.. rar.. but so damn good :P hahaha cheetos, chips ahoy, oreos, piattos, v cut, doritos, etc.. take your pick :P haha

gsis was our first stop.. we looked at paintings there :) naaliw ako sa paintings ni fernando amorsolo, especially the "dalagang bukid" and r. boquirin [not sure about the spelling :P].. also the "parisian life" by juan luna.. the girl's shape is the mirror image of the philippines :D asteeg.. you should see it haha sa entrance ng museum, may huge painting by different artists.. magulo siya at first.. but when you stare at it, you'll see how everything fits in just right.. parang it tells different stories.. it's like a combination of the traditional and modern world.. my fave part of the painting is the image of a lady in a baro't saya.. she's just what i imagine maria clara to look like.. wala lang :) we went to ccp next.. we looked at this exhibit of rituals and musical instruments.. :) then we had lunch sa bus.. we went back to gsis to watch hiblang abo.. its a play about 4 old men in a sort of retirement home.. ang sad ng story.. :( nkaka guilty kasi i fell asleep [yet again!] at one part of the play.. 2 hours e! haha di ko nakayanan :P i slept nalang sa bus ride home.. haay..

i dunno how im feeling right now.. its so.. undescribable.. parang im supposed to be happy.. but i dont feel it.. in short, i guess im sad.. :( rar.. torture.. ang labo ko tlga!!! kanina pa ko mlabo.. actually bangag ako since last night.. woosh.. i dunno what to say.. parang there's a lot to say but i dunno how to say it.. :( what's wrong with me?

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*